14/05/20 I started doing meditation for half an hour every evening with Sri Sri Ravishankar Ji's live session on Facebook. He gave an interesting theory today. He says, "We all think that the mind is inside the body. But it is actually the other way…

31 May, 2020

28/09/19 Fuck, fuck. I think that I may have done something really horrible. Here I was feeling all sad in the afternoon because my host brother wouldn't play with me. So I go for a walk to try to get a change of scenery. I…

31 May, 2020

17/09/19Today I realized how important it is to just ask sometimes. I have always felt irked about how one of my friends would keep changing her voice and influxing it with different frequencies. Usually, she takes on the form of a baby voice which seemed…

31 May, 2020

30/08/19Today, we played the circle of love. Or was it hope. Either way, it was absolutely amazing. Everyone in the inner circle stood with their eyes closed. While the outer circle went around tapping them on their shoulder when they agreed with the prompts. The…

31 May, 2020

29/08/19This isn't how I thought that I would be starting off with my first real blog. I thought that I would be writing about how I am super excited, and yet nervous, and have so many things I  want to do, yet intimidated slightly, something along…

31 May, 2020

28/08/19I am at Stanford now. Here's to new beginnings. I have changed my name. I go by Ruj now. I hope I can change too.    

31 May, 2020

15-08-19It's finally here. I'll be leaving soon. I've got quite a few goals that I wish to accomplish. Even though they tell us to come without any expectations…I can't. Because there are things that I wish to change in myself. And I hope I can…

31 May, 2020